The Hero

Mood: Honest

Today's Adventure:

I give up. Fuck it. These phrases describe how I feel right now. I am tired of being the nice guy that tries to make everything seem better. I am tired of trying to change people. I am tired of being taken for granted. I am tired of wasting my time trying to play the hero. I know that people don't ask me to do these things but I can't help it. It's just the way I am.

A lesson I've learned is to not rush things. It works for certain stuff, but not for everything. I should learn to be more patient. I know one day I'll find what I'm looking for. I know one day all of my waiting will pay off. I know it'll be that day because it'll feel right. I'm seriously looking forward to that =)

It may seem like I'm being harsh. It may seem like I don't care. But that's not true. I'm just being straight up. I'll always be there for you no matter what. Because that's the type of person I am. But for now I have to let you fall so you can learn how to stand back up. After you've learned that you know where to find me.

Things I'm Thinking About:

• Family
• Friends
• Music
• Reality
• School
• Sleeping
• Helping
• Eating
• Bowling
• iTouch

Today's Forecast: Pretty Nice

Free

Mood: Relieved :)

Today's Adventure:

Today I was finally able to let it all go. I came to realize that sometimes in life, things don't always go the way you want them to. For the past couple weeks, I've been thinking about asking the girl I liked out but wasn't sure about it because I didn't want to ruin the relationship I had with her. After about a week or so, I finally built up enough courage to ask her. As I'm getting ready to ask, she tells me she has feelings for this one guy. Day after day I keep thinking to myself "Why didn't I ask her sooner?". A famous quote once said, "If you love something let it go, If it comes back to you it's yours, If it doesn't, it never was". Maybe it wasn't meant to be, idk. Everything happens for a reason. I still feel a little sad but I found a quote that was kinda the silver lining to all of this:
"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have."
I don't mean to sound like a puss but yeah
Feels good gettin stuff off ur chest :)
Anyways thanks for listening
Good Luck and Good Night

Things I'm Thinking About:

• Things happen for a reason
• Sleep
• Resting
• Time
• Fixing Computer
• Weather
• Lap Tag
• Food
• Partying
• My Birthday

Today's Forecast: Pretty Hot

Chill Day

Mood: Good, Tired

Today's Adventure:

So yeah today I woke up hella early for some reason. Last night I went to Chrissa's Pre-Birthday dinner at Samurai Sushi. Had hellla fun. Started off the night by downing a ball of
f%!$@&# Wasabi. Wafrikinsabi. Yeah not a good idea. Afterwards did some Karaoke and other fun "PG" rated stuff. Afterwards went to Paul's house and chilled for a lil bit and then headed home.

So then today I wake up today at like 7:00am and don't know why. Helped out my neighbor pour some concrete in his backyard and then went back home and slept for about 2 hours. Then I went out to eat at Umeko restaurant around 6:30 ish. Had the same stuff I always get; Fried Rice, Chow Mein, Beef & Broccoli and Egg Rolls. For dessert I had some fruit. I know boring stuff. But on the way home it was pretty fun. My little sister is pretty funny for her age. We started rapping in the car and she totally burned my ass. It was pretty funny to see a little girl start clowning on a 17 almost 18 year old. The rapping continued all night. But yeah thats about it. Now I'm on AIM chatting. I didn't wanna blog but my BFF Chrissa said it would be fun. It was relaxing. But yeah it's pretty quiet now. Peace

Things I'm Thinking About:

• Music
• What I'm Doing Tomorrow
• Family
• Friends
• Pain
• Itouch
• Weather
• Blogging
• AIM
• Relaxing

Heated

Mood: Pissed Off, Confused

Today's Adventure:

Today was aiite. Played volleyball again today with everyone. My team lost :( but its all good. Had hella people show up today for volleyball. Went home and took a shower and started thinkin. Real deep. Made me realize something, IRDGAF anymore. F#$@ it. The end. Have a nice day.

Things I'm Thinking About:

• Random Stuff
• Cell Phone
• itouch
• talking
• chatting
• volleyball
• football
• television
• time
• school

Today's Forecast: Pretty Cool

Extreme Dream

Mood: Intense, Mad, Happy

Today's Adventure:
Actually I wanna start off with yesterday's dream. It was hella intense so here we go.

It all starts off with me waking up in a room i've never seen before. I get up outta the bed and walk around. I notice that there is a one-way mirror and a speaker. Outta the speaker a deep voice tells me to sit back down and someone will be in there to take me to another room. So i am waiting for this person to come and get me and minutes pass by. They come and put handcuffs on me and start walking me down this dark hallway. As i'm walking, I see a whole bunch of other kids varying in ages stuck in jail cells with sad faces. All of a sudden I find myself turned around and confronting my captors. I kick him in the face stunning him for a second which gave me enough time to choke him out with my handcuffs. I find the keys and put the handcuffs on the dude. I press the button and free all of the kids in the prison. I then am dodging hella security guards and end up beating up like 5 along the way. I find the exit and notice that the building was in the middle of the forest. So i am running through the forest hoping to find civilization. I end up finding a main road and walk down it until i met some criminals wanted for stealing cars. They have hella nice cars and so I compliment their cars. One of the dudes says thanks. One of them seeing that I was hella dirty offers me a ride in their car. At this point im thinkin of gettin away from those other dudes so I said yeah. He was like "aiite I'll take you to the airport 20 miles down the road". So were driving to the airport and all of a sudden, I big truck comes plowing outta the forest and starts shooting at the car. The dude hands me an AK-47 and says "Shoot Em". So I start shooting at their car and pop one of their tires causing the car to flip off the road. Afterward we get to the airport safely and noticing im still hella dirty, my criminal friend says "Here man go buy you some new threads" He goes to the trunk of his car and hands me a huge stack of $100's. I say thanks and he srives off never to be seen again. I go to the store and buy a nice lookin suit with some nice glasses. I also buy a plane ticket to Hawaii. As I was walkin out I see one of the dudes that kidnapped me and he sees me and I take off running. I end up finding a bathroom to hide in and wait till its safe to go out. I walk out casually and see that he has his back turned to me. I start walkin away and find the gate where my plane is located. As Im walkin away the kidnapped yells, "Hey you stop!" I start runnin again and he starts shootin at me. I have no gun at this point so im thinkin im screwed. So i run to the gate as fast as I could and manage to get on the plane. I tell one of the people on the plane that some guys are after me and then the captain calls the airport police. The dude gets taken away by police and taken to jail. The captain starts a countdown until we take off.

So he starts:
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Then I wake up.
I was like SOB im not goin to Hawaii.


So then today I get up and get ready to take my bro and sis to their first day back at school.
Now I'm on the computer. I'm probably gonna go runnin today so happy about that. I want to get my backpack before college. I bought my books already for CRC. Excited for college. Feel like i have a sunburn from swimming. Whatever I don't care im a beast i can handle it. Well im off to go do some other stuff. Have a nice day



Things I'm Thinking About:

• Hawaii
• That Extreme dream
• Aim
• ipod itouch
• eating
• sleeping
• running
• sims 3
• hanging out
• random thoughts
• judge judy

Today's Forecast: Not as hot

Numero Uno

Mood: Happy, Sad, Frustrated, Unsure

Today's Adventure:
This morning I woke to the sound of an alarm clock buzzing in my f&!@ing ear. It was not cool at all. Already frustrated, I carefully rolled outta bed and pressed the button until my alarm shut off. Seeing that I was already outta bed, I went to the bathroom and washed my face. I slowly walked back into my room and noticed that I fell asleep on top of my iPod Touch. This added to my frustration. I then decided to check my networking services like MySpace, Facebook, and AIM. Checked my Myspace...no new messages :( . I then turned to Facebook hoping I would have something new and I did :) Junk mail :( I then checked my AIM and found that my friend Chrissa Bo$$ was on and messaged her. I asked "Why the hell was she was on at 5 in the morning?" She then told me "I'm about to go to bed haha" I replied "Lol I'm just now waking up" After our 5 minute conversation, I looked at the clock I realized it had only been 20 minutes since I woke up. I did some deep thinking until around 7:00 am. I then went downstairs and ate some Cheerios. That did not make me cheerful. I decided
"F%#@ it's too damn early for me to be up." I then went back upstairs into my comfy IKEA made bed and slowly drifted off to sleep. I woke up around 10:30 am and hung out with my family until 11:45ish. I made some Macaroni N Cheese for lunch. It was hella good but not very filling. I then decided to make some scrambled eggs and a grilled cheese sandwich. I had some Kool-Aid too. It tasted hella good. I then randomly thought that since I am goin to college soon I would look hella dumb rollin into class with an Optimus Prime backpack. So around 1:00 pm I went to Ross to look for a backpack fit for college. Sadly I did not find a backpack that find my specific qualifications.

Things I'm thinking about:

• Harry Potter wtf?
• Backpack for college
• iTouch
• Cell Phone
• Hawaii
• Tomorrow
• Hanging out with friends
• Volleyball
• Football
• If I should just do it already
• Hesitation

Today's Forecast: Hella hot