Today's Adventure:
I give up. Fuck it. These phrases describe how I feel right now. I am tired of being the nice guy that tries to make everything seem better. I am tired of trying to change people. I am tired of being taken for granted. I am tired of wasting my time trying to play the hero. I know that people don't ask me to do these things but I can't help it. It's just the way I am.
A lesson I've learned is to not rush things. It works for certain stuff, but not for everything. I should learn to be more patient. I know one day I'll find what I'm looking for. I know one day all of my waiting will pay off. I know it'll be that day because it'll feel right. I'm seriously looking forward to that =)
It may seem like I'm being harsh. It may seem like I don't care. But that's not true. I'm just being straight up. I'll always be there for you no matter what. Because that's the type of person I am. But for now I have to let you fall so you can learn how to stand back up. After you've learned that you know where to find me.
Things I'm Thinking About:
- Family
- Friends
- Music
- Reality
- School
- Sleeping
- Helping
- Eating
- Bowling
- iTouch
Today's Forecast: Pretty Nice
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