The Hero

Mood: Honest

Today's Adventure:

I give up. Fuck it. These phrases describe how I feel right now. I am tired of being the nice guy that tries to make everything seem better. I am tired of trying to change people. I am tired of being taken for granted. I am tired of wasting my time trying to play the hero. I know that people don't ask me to do these things but I can't help it. It's just the way I am.

A lesson I've learned is to not rush things. It works for certain stuff, but not for everything. I should learn to be more patient. I know one day I'll find what I'm looking for. I know one day all of my waiting will pay off. I know it'll be that day because it'll feel right. I'm seriously looking forward to that =)

It may seem like I'm being harsh. It may seem like I don't care. But that's not true. I'm just being straight up. I'll always be there for you no matter what. Because that's the type of person I am. But for now I have to let you fall so you can learn how to stand back up. After you've learned that you know where to find me.

Things I'm Thinking About:

• Family
• Friends
• Music
• Reality
• School
• Sleeping
• Helping
• Eating
• Bowling
• iTouch

Today's Forecast: Pretty Nice

Free

Mood: Relieved :)

Today's Adventure:

Today I was finally able to let it all go. I came to realize that sometimes in life, things don't always go the way you want them to. For the past couple weeks, I've been thinking about asking the girl I liked out but wasn't sure about it because I didn't want to ruin the relationship I had with her. After about a week or so, I finally built up enough courage to ask her. As I'm getting ready to ask, she tells me she has feelings for this one guy. Day after day I keep thinking to myself "Why didn't I ask her sooner?". A famous quote once said, "If you love something let it go, If it comes back to you it's yours, If it doesn't, it never was". Maybe it wasn't meant to be, idk. Everything happens for a reason. I still feel a little sad but I found a quote that was kinda the silver lining to all of this:
"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have."
I don't mean to sound like a puss but yeah
Feels good gettin stuff off ur chest :)
Anyways thanks for listening
Good Luck and Good Night

Things I'm Thinking About:

• Things happen for a reason
• Sleep
• Resting
• Time
• Fixing Computer
• Weather
• Lap Tag
• Food
• Partying
• My Birthday

Today's Forecast: Pretty Hot

Chill Day

Mood: Good, Tired

Today's Adventure:

So yeah today I woke up hella early for some reason. Last night I went to Chrissa's Pre-Birthday dinner at Samurai Sushi. Had hellla fun. Started off the night by downing a ball of
f%!$@&# Wasabi. Wafrikinsabi. Yeah not a good idea. Afterwards did some Karaoke and other fun "PG" rated stuff. Afterwards went to Paul's house and chilled for a lil bit and then headed home.

So then today I wake up today at like 7:00am and don't know why. Helped out my neighbor pour some concrete in his backyard and then went back home and slept for about 2 hours. Then I went out to eat at Umeko restaurant around 6:30 ish. Had the same stuff I always get; Fried Rice, Chow Mein, Beef & Broccoli and Egg Rolls. For dessert I had some fruit. I know boring stuff. But on the way home it was pretty fun. My little sister is pretty funny for her age. We started rapping in the car and she totally burned my ass. It was pretty funny to see a little girl start clowning on a 17 almost 18 year old. The rapping continued all night. But yeah thats about it. Now I'm on AIM chatting. I didn't wanna blog but my BFF Chrissa said it would be fun. It was relaxing. But yeah it's pretty quiet now. Peace

Things I'm Thinking About:

• Music
• What I'm Doing Tomorrow
• Family
• Friends
• Pain
• Itouch
• Weather
• Blogging
• AIM
• Relaxing